During 31 years of living,I lived a life that was in unwanted manner always and always against the wind flow.I can not even write about what I saw or experience.Whatever I experienced,from joyous ones or painful,can be collected on simply one statement:
"Experience is the only yardstick to understand what is right and what is wrong"
I paid for it,for every bit of freedom that I wanted to have.I fought for it,I choose solitude,I paid time on jail,I saw abandoned by so called friends,and many bitter events.nothing could change my way......So,I have piece of advise for you:
If you seek something sublime,never compromise it for your stomach or for your genital,never compromise it for fame or wealth.if you achieve it,eventually you can have all in one."If you pass one hundred,you certainly passed ninety,either"Persian proverb.
It took 31 years for me to understand what systematic discrimination mean,it took for me most of my money to understand that I can't go my own way,atleast economically in a muslim country,it took for me days and nights in singular cells to understand how is in vein to struggle for upheaval in a society.